Tomorrow Passes as I am left Behind

[inside_tommorow]

I have seen a dead bird
I have seen a bird stuck inside
Longingly looking out of the window
Wanting to be free
I can't help but feel these birds represent me
The old me is dying and
I don't think I like what I see
I am watching everyone have fun while
I am stuck inside
My body is in shambles 
I can't even form the words
I am trying to be grateful yet all I want to do is 
cry
And ask why God? Why?
Why can't I just go back and be who I was
Why can't I be healed in body and soul
I am asking and asking but never hear a response
I am looking for an answer
All over my world
And I just don't see 
I am resenting my loved ones
and I am resenting the new me
I just want to go back and be like I was
but I can't help but feel this is me now
The one who sits
the bird who sits
Longingly looking at my friends
Pass me by 
Living their life
And forgetting to say goodbye