Crushing Gaze

[insepid]

So I've kept my last 24 hours as busy as possible to avoid this terrible feeling that lurks in my lazy self-destruction. I'm glad I'm up and doing shit but I still feel as if I were to stop moving before a moment from sleep I would fall desperately into a spiral of confusion and isolation. Its been like this for a week but today and yesterday

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[rayna_sabine]

You know I've been wondering if you've gone to Evvie. I sometimes see someone who might be you, but I'm not sure and then I try to get a better look but they are gone. Probably creeped out by the weird goth girl staring at them. LOL. I'm the only tallish, short black haired, glasses wearin, goth girl there. So yeah. Say hi sometime, eh? LOL. I've met my makin' an ass of myself quota for Feb. And I figured that if it wasn't you the person would be insulted if I asked them if they were Insepid. LOL.

[insepid]

Haha I think I will be there next friday. If you see me stare then it will alert me to stare back and then we can make mutual asses of ourselves.

Oh heh whats with the creepy middle aged men sprinkled throughout the dancefloor near the riser? :)

I was looking for you though (passivly ofcourse). So you are the only tall short hair goth girl? Damn I think I look like everyone else there at the moment because the only clothes I brought here were my job huntin clothes.

[rayna_sabine]

There's one guy there who's especially weird. He has glasses and a bald spot and dances with a lot of energy to all the fast songs. If you watch during "the Sickness" by Disturbed he's the one who always crouches down when they sing down. My friend Mariella was counting how many times he did it during the song, got to 17 and then some guy hit on her and she lost count. How dare he? Doesn't he know she's doing important scientific reseach? LOL.

I may be late comin' on Friday as my friends' band is playin at the Cambie (Self Inflicted), and we're all going, but will be there later. 11-12 ish. I'll wear black. LOL!!!

[insepid]

oh then it should be easy to find you then! I usually dont leave to go out till 11 anyways but then i find out the bars here cloise at 2!!!!!!!

[rayna_sabine]

Is that early? They used to close at 1 and 12 on Sundays.Evvie stayed open til 4 on New Years. That was a pretty long haul especially since I got up at 5 am that day. Stupid work LOL.

[insepid]

yeah it is pretty earlie. Compared to what Im used too. Last call was at 3 and the ugly lights go on at 4:30. Then you can go to after hours clubs or a party........

[rayna_sabine]

Damn!! I guess we seem downright provincial! Meh by two I've usually had enough drama and just want some pizza anyways. I like Spinach, Mushroom, and Mozza on mine. What about you? (HAHAHA this is like high school when pizza toppings and favorite colors were the really big questions.)

[insepid]

I totally dig mushrooms onions and sundried tomato cause Im a huge dork.... Whats your favorite colour?

[rayna_sabine]

LOL you said dork. I would say black, but some say that's not a color. So as far as "real" colors go I guess red would be it. My fav tv show is either Twin Peaks or Queer a Folk. what about you? I have no color from you? or show? teehee

[insepid]

I like queer as folk but I never catch it. I try not to wtch TV but I'm a sucker for monster garage and Oz. Favorite colour is..... Red............... I think.

[rayna_sabine]

I was tempted to say blue but I have more red. I miss QaF cause I don't have cable anymore. New season starts in April, I believe, probably going to go to Prism to watch it. The rest I been downloading so I can catch up.

[insepid]

Whats Prism? hahaha we are flooding my comments page. email?

[rayna_sabine]

llewellan@hotmail.com, on MSN right now too.

[rayna_sabine]

There's one guy there who's especially weird. He has glasses and a bald spot and dances with a lot of energy to all the fast songs. If you watch during "the Sickness" by Disturbed he's the one who always crouches down when they sing down. My friend Mariella was counting how many times he did it during the song, got to 17 and then some guy hit on her and she lost count. How dare he? Doesn't he know she's doing important scientific reseach? LOL.

I may be late comin' on Friday as my friends' band is playin at the Cambie (Self Inflicted), and we're all going, but will be there later. 11-12 ish. I'll wear black. LOL!!! And by short hair I mean like two inches at the most.(Not the inches used to describe a penis either. teehee)