my life
i have felt a pain i cannot bear of all that i have fet within my life i did not anticipate how mutch it hruts when my love dosent wish to be near me it is a feeling that makes me die inside and only one can give me new life the fact that one person can exalt my heart and obliterate it in the same instance is somthing i fear and want but i have felt the thorns on the rose today and i still hold it clenched