I've been rolling-stoned and beat up 'til I'm blind
that long entry was mostly written yesterday. I had a lot to purge. I expect few of you will read it, which is sad...but they are my memories, not yours, and I am keeping them.
I am such a nature brat.
today, today...
I made new friends today! yay. we became very friendly indeed. and I had fun with old friends too, for frodo is funtastic and sara is funtasticker! and tis good to get out of the house.
I'm in sort of a shitty mood right now and I'm not entirely sure why. methinks I am a tidbit lonesome, but for specific people. and still down on self-image. and sort of down on self in general. fuck society and what it makes me think I should do and say and be. fuck fuck fuck the influence I can't keep it from having. I hate that I falter. I hate that I don't know.
I am such a nature brat.
today, today...
I made new friends today! yay. we became very friendly indeed. and I had fun with old friends too, for frodo is funtastic and sara is funtasticker! and tis good to get out of the house.
I'm in sort of a shitty mood right now and I'm not entirely sure why. methinks I am a tidbit lonesome, but for specific people. and still down on self-image. and sort of down on self in general. fuck society and what it makes me think I should do and say and be. fuck fuck fuck the influence I can't keep it from having. I hate that I falter. I hate that I don't know.