tired
life is going fairly good..my money situation is still hurting but im making it..im feeling very restless..i hate the restless feeling..i think i just now at this very moment figured out why the past six months have been so crappy for me..i hate this restless feeling..i really enjoy doing well in my life like i was as a guard..but even if im making it..i hate struggling..i'd almost rather just give up and screw off all day..which is what ive done for the past six months..i think im a very short sighted person when it comes to my goals..if i cant see it being attained in 3 to 4 weeks..its too far away..and that applies to almost everything in my life..that may be why i was so lazy in my efforts to find work..cuz it was gonna take so long to fix everything anyways..well..im for sure on the path now..but its just painful knowing that i could have started so long ago and didnt..oh well.. try try again..well..today was a rough day only because of my extreme tiredness which is really kicking in at the moment..d-low is a pimp..p-popper is a pimp..and i need to stop worrying about smoking bud all the time..its like all i wanna ever do..ehh..ugh..blah..gah..haha..anyways..i have a major sore throat..ive been smoking cigs and spitting flem almost simultaneously..its been sexy..ok folks..enough with the paseo jokes..im going to bized for shized on the rized im dizead mang night lovers and smooches and kisses and hooches and bras and panties and thongs and boxers and most of all.................................BOOTY SHORTS..haha..im cracked out right now..im gonna turn on kill bill and fall asleep in 8 seconds..night