Relieved
Relieved
Definition: To free from anxiety, fear, pain, etc.
This is an update to the "Sadness" post. I am very much better now and on better terms with that guy. We had a normal conversation that wasn't weird and it was nice to not feel scared and wonder if I'm doing something wrong. Now I can finally be around him and not freak out....well as much at least, I might freak out a little inside. :) And when I said I might have wished I hadn't met him that is COMPLETELY untrue. Under no circumstances would I actually want to have never met him. It is because of him that my education has taken a turn for the better and it is he who brought me back on track and gave me the tools to succeed. I am VERY greatful to have met him and I would never want to change that. I was obviously speaking from my sadness and at that particular moment I felt like he was the problem when in fact it is me who is the problem. He has done NOTHING wrong, any problem that I have is ALL me and what I let myself get to. So...as I was saying I am relieved, free from my anxiety, fear and pain and I definitely see a great future. :)