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[insanereme]

I think i'm going through a mid-mid life crisis...if there even is such a thing. I mean, jus look at me...i have nothing, no education...no plans for the future, no secured future...i jus feel like the biggest space-waster in the world. I also feel that if i don't do anything soon, then there will be no hope for me in the future. First things first

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[irishprince]

awww ian.... we loves u! u should see everytime we get together and ask anyone know where ian is? damn, hes still in jersey. its not that we dunt wanna go knock for u, its that we dunt even know when ur home. ad if we had a car, it'd be totally different. but we dunt so going around to get everyone is a hectic thing, specially in the cold. but if we know ur home, we'll make the effort to come and get u.

and as for ur education, i think it would be a great idea for u to go back. but i tink we should talk about that, maybe i can help out a lil.
but thats up to u, i tihnk u shold come back and come look for a job here wit me. it'd be oodles of fun! haha

but dunt fret. things happen for a reason, it works out.

PEACE

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[insanereme]

I dunno...i think i'm jus havin a bad week, i jus fell through my cousin's dining room ceiling (i'll explain later), and messed my knee up...and above that, i have to fix it....ARGHHH!!!! I jus wanna scream, things jus don't seem to be goin my way Jim...i think i'm starting to get depressed or somethin, i dunno....too many emotions and not enough time to deal wit them all...

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[irishprince]

i feel ya man....i feel ya. ::sigh:: lets just run away E....

[xnenax102]

nicely said Jim, agree. And i know i only met you not so long ago Ian, but i enjoy ur company. U're fun - and you can put up with me - so yea - ::hugs:: feel better soon babez.

[shell88015]

awww, if I didn't live like a godzillion hours away from you I would so spend time with you...

and the fact that you think about going back to school, and think about plans for the future means something... just because you don't have anything pinned down doesn't really mean anything.

and well, if someone doesn't want to marry you cause of your education, you can just jump in my boat, lmao, cause no one will marry me because I have a child! Shoot, I would settle for a non psycotic guy to just date me, lmao!

So I sorta know how you feel... I need to go back to school too, but sometimes you just gotta get kicked in the butt to get motiviated

hate the hand u where dealt wit but still kick sum ass

[emotionlesssob]

hey e it's mike, i am gonna tell u straight wether or not u like it.

(no this has nuttin 2 do bout anything since i have been here jus the 9 other years)

1.) dude ur lazy cept when u get ur mind set on sumtin, u let ur depression control u, u let people get u down.

2.) hanging out wit ur friends is important but in order for u 2 get over ur depression, u first jus gotta do sumtin for yourself u kno get in a routine start running in the mrning start working out more or quit smoking or plenty of other things, where it's jus u or u and a friend doing sumtin constructive 2gether.

3.) i cant do anything bout ur school but if ya keep urself motivated u'll do it trust me.

4.) dont worry bout a girl it will fall into play 4 ya, right now quitcha bitch'n bout it go get laid, go 2 front street and get ur dick sucked or sumtin u gotta lot of pent aggression only getting laid will take care of.

well holla at yall soon i will write more but our replacements r here in iraq early maybe 1st week of march i b home.........

Mikey

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Re: hate the hand u where dealt wit but still kick sum ass

[insanereme]

thanx for the advice dude, hope to hear from you soon.