Why am i updating...
I find no point in typing about what has happened in the last couple of days, but I will anyways. All I can really talk about is yesterday. Other than yesterday, all I've done is sit in front of the computer because none of my friends call me.
Why do I love him... I don't get it. The more he tries to push me away, the harder I fall for him. Kasandra is the only one that gets this because she has been through it. And now she is going to marry the guy that went through this with her. I want to be like that. Happy. In love. Knowing that the other loves me, too. Most of my friends hate him because of all he put me through, but I really don't care. Let them hate him. It's not my problem. Well, it is, but I don't care. I love him too much to care. He came over yesterday and things went further than they should have. All I know is I love him more than ever. I know he loves me, too. All y'all can say he's leading me on. But I don't give a shit.
I really don't know what else to write. I'm leaving for a week tomorrow. Band camp. Fun time to forget about Adam and make more friends. And when I get back, Adam still has another week until he comes home from base training in Canada.
I guess I'm out.
Ciao!
~*Berlin*~
Why do I love him... I don't get it. The more he tries to push me away, the harder I fall for him. Kasandra is the only one that gets this because she has been through it. And now she is going to marry the guy that went through this with her. I want to be like that. Happy. In love. Knowing that the other loves me, too. Most of my friends hate him because of all he put me through, but I really don't care. Let them hate him. It's not my problem. Well, it is, but I don't care. I love him too much to care. He came over yesterday and things went further than they should have. All I know is I love him more than ever. I know he loves me, too. All y'all can say he's leading me on. But I don't give a shit.
I really don't know what else to write. I'm leaving for a week tomorrow. Band camp. Fun time to forget about Adam and make more friends. And when I get back, Adam still has another week until he comes home from base training in Canada.
I guess I'm out.
Ciao!
~*Berlin*~