wow...just wow

[insanelynormal]

I feel really bad
I kind of took a lot of my frustration out on Maura last night
and even though she isn't one of the people making me feel like shit
she is in that group.
I still feel bad though
and I apologized.

I talked to fucking Joykeegan and Sean on the phone yesterday
I love them, both of them
and I am so happy Joy found a guy that treats her the way Sean does
I miss her way too much though :(
This whole distance thing doesn't work very well for me.

Things seemed so crappy two nights ago
I mean they're still pretty crappy
but I've realized that I do have a few friends who I can actually trust
So maybe I don't dislike myself as much as I said
I dunno, my life is confusing these days.

I leave for West Virginia tomorrow morning,
and I plan on sleeping the entire way there.
It is the most boring place on the face of the earth,
so please, don't hesitate to call my cell phone :)
that means you ;)
I'll be there till sunday.

I really hate Mr. Delaney
He gave my 16 page paper a 82
and 82!? for 16 pages
I will kill him.
I'm so excited that I don't have to go to school tomorrow.
I should go
bells gonna ring.
:-D