have you ever thought until your head hurt?

Nov 21, 2004 21:37

right about now...my entire life is shit ( Read more... )

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anonymous November 22 2004, 12:41:58 UTC
Melissapetty-

First things first... you're an amazing person & friend. Don't let anyone tell you or make you feel like that's not true... because then it would be a lie. Everytime i've ever needed a friend or just an ear to listen you've always been there for me. I can't even begin to explain how much your friendship has taught me and made me see what a real friend is. And you were talking about not liking yourself & believe me, i've been there. I don't think anything anybody says to you will change how you think about yourself, but just wanted to let ya know that i understand how you feel completely. And even if you don't like yourself, i still love you :) haha.

And those "friends" of yours who you say point out your faults OBVIOUSLY arent real friends. REAL friends bring out the best of you. REAL friends are the people that you're supposed to feel comfortable complaining to and show you that you're not being a burden. REAL friends are people who should be there for you when you need them most and feel like you don't have anyone else. REAL friends don't mind listening to your problems, or how you're feeling. Thats what they're supposed to do. APPARENTLY those people arent making you feel that way, so i would just forget about them... you don't need that. And when i moved from Rocky Point to Greenport i got a lot of shit from people and i seriously realized who my REAL friends are... and out of the few people, you're definitely one of them. I just wish i got to see you more :(

Seriously, i know none of this will probably make you feel any better, but it's completely true. I tried calling you last night actually (on your cell) because i was in a shitty mood and wanted to complain haha but your phone was off. But thats okay, because i know you're there for me still. But yeah, basically all of this was just to let you know that when you feel like complaining, call me. IM here always, and i don't mind AT ALL. It would give me the chance to talk to you more actually, so yeah. I guess thats about it.

Love you always - SWEET THANG! <33
<3 Joy

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insanelynormal November 22 2004, 14:09:36 UTC
you know the whole thing about that not making me feel better?
you're completely wrong
that made me feel great
I miss you so much, and I got your voicemail, and I was going to call you back but I have shitty service in my house.
I love you Joy, you are most definitely one of my REAL friends.
I miss you sooooo much. Once I get my lisence I'm gonna visit you all the time.
And tell that boyfriend of yours that you're mine, and he better back off. :-P
<333333
I LOVE YOU HONEY BUNCHES!!!
<33 melissa

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