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i think everything is beginning to work out for the best. :-/ even though i am not liking how it's been played down. i didn't lose a friend like i thought i would, thank god for that. there are certain people that just pop into my life and i think "how did i deserve an amazing friend like this".i know i still have a lot to figure out and that's okay. i plan on taking it one day at a time. in other news; i got my second pay check yesterday 420 dollars :). i looked at the schedule for the next two weeks only to see that i have some days which means my boss is finally leaving to go get married..but the week after next, i was absolutely pissed..she gave me four hours for the entire week. i'm sorry but i go from 22 to 4...i am not a happy camper right now. i think it's because they had to shut down the photo lab that saturday night that i went to the wedding even though i told her my avability and wrote her a note and she still didnt change it. i couldn't help it.. oh yeah and i called in sick thurs so i am a little scared to go in today. i hope she won't be there, so i can bitch and complain to everyone else about it. as much as i love the photo lab, i need more hours and money so i need to talk to someone to get shit straight. they promised me half days and half nights, 30 hours a wk and i am def not getting either of which bc the bitch hates me.
i have tomorrow and monday off. tomorrow i am prob more then likely heading back down to venice. i've been there so many times this week, seriously. i feel like i should live there with everything going on down there. ryan has to get a new tire. i feel so bad for him lately. he is so behind on bills and has no money to his name..and hes down all the time. usually he is the one cheering me up and telling me to put a smile on my face, and now i am trying to do it to him. it's not right...anyways spending some time with my baby. monday, who knows what's going on..depending on the weather and how i am feeling i may lay out at the beach. i haven't been there in a while. prob take some photographs too, work on jenna's birthday present....
i love you guys. g2g to work. <3
i have tomorrow and monday off. tomorrow i am prob more then likely heading back down to venice. i've been there so many times this week, seriously. i feel like i should live there with everything going on down there. ryan has to get a new tire. i feel so bad for him lately. he is so behind on bills and has no money to his name..and hes down all the time. usually he is the one cheering me up and telling me to put a smile on my face, and now i am trying to do it to him. it's not right...anyways spending some time with my baby. monday, who knows what's going on..depending on the weather and how i am feeling i may lay out at the beach. i haven't been there in a while. prob take some photographs too, work on jenna's birthday present....
i love you guys. g2g to work. <3