psshtt..whatever
all i ever wanted was to be alive..
in a place down by the waterside..
dreaming of places and people i know....
i wish it was november right now...*sigh*..can't wait to get away and have all of this crap over and done with. one month from today i'll be single officially after 8 years.
q: how do you feel about that?
a: not quite sure to be honest. on one hand i'm relieved and on the other i'm just hear broken and lonely
q: how do feel about justin telling someone else that he's never met before that he loves her?
a: that's a stupid question, but i'll answer it anyway. it hurts. it hurts not because i want him back, but more like the the time we shared together can be replaced so quickly. makes it seem so cheap and worthless.
q: how's living on your own?
a: refreshing, but my roommate is an ass who won't for some reason let me sleep in.
q: wow! did you lose weight?
a: yes i did! i dropped from a 26/28 waist down to a 16!! thanks for noticing!
q: have you learned anything from all of this?
a: yes.
q: care to ellaborate?
a: ugh..i guess so....i've learned that no matter what happens in life, don't lose yourself for anyone or anything. this includes but is not limited to, your spouse or your job. i've learned that if you give 150% it means that someone is only giving 50%.
q: why did you do a personal interview?
a: because no one else would.
q: are you still in shock?
a: well i'm functioning, going to work, eating occassionaly, driving, paying bills, but yes i believe i still am in shock.
in a place down by the waterside..
dreaming of places and people i know....
i wish it was november right now...*sigh*..can't wait to get away and have all of this crap over and done with. one month from today i'll be single officially after 8 years.
q: how do you feel about that?
a: not quite sure to be honest. on one hand i'm relieved and on the other i'm just hear broken and lonely
q: how do feel about justin telling someone else that he's never met before that he loves her?
a: that's a stupid question, but i'll answer it anyway. it hurts. it hurts not because i want him back, but more like the the time we shared together can be replaced so quickly. makes it seem so cheap and worthless.
q: how's living on your own?
a: refreshing, but my roommate is an ass who won't for some reason let me sleep in.
q: wow! did you lose weight?
a: yes i did! i dropped from a 26/28 waist down to a 16!! thanks for noticing!
q: have you learned anything from all of this?
a: yes.
q: care to ellaborate?
a: ugh..i guess so....i've learned that no matter what happens in life, don't lose yourself for anyone or anything. this includes but is not limited to, your spouse or your job. i've learned that if you give 150% it means that someone is only giving 50%.
q: why did you do a personal interview?
a: because no one else would.
q: are you still in shock?
a: well i'm functioning, going to work, eating occassionaly, driving, paying bills, but yes i believe i still am in shock.