Jul 19, 2005 20:28
Feeling a tad bit better today if I do say so myself. And thank GAWD …Chicago in 2 days baby!! Super fucking psyched for that trip. Above all else, I can’t wait to be somewhere I’ve never been with someone I’ve never met. I guess I never listened very well to my mom when she said don’t talk to strangers and don’t go places alone. She’s a fool anyway.
I still haven’t figured out a way to form the sentence I’m getting a divorce to the people who dumped money into the ordeal. I’m sure they won’t hold it against me, but the guilt is there. My dad bought my dress for $300 I want to get that back to him. My mom and aunt terry paid for the food, maybe $150 since it was mostly cheese…mmmmm……cheese……and his parents, well did next to nothing. His mom rented tables and an arch and his dad borrowed chairs from their church. So the remainder of the guilt lays on me. Aww well…I’ll figure it out.
So work has been wikkid gae…Monday and Tuesday I’ve been working with someone from 4-8 and it’s SOOOO boring. There is no reason for it either. Well, we do have these people in the breakfast area...condo sales or some bullshit. Convincing people out of their retirement money since 1982..lmao...
I had so many wacky dreams last night…Jon gave me a little pill (hehe) and I passed right the fuck out. Woke up to realize that Justin didn’t make it back to the bed after being on the net. He told me that it was too hot and he snuggled for a little bit, not that I was even conscious enough to know it. He said it was steaming hot in the bedroom, and I was all wrapped up in the blanket. Ridiculous, I know considering it was 87 degrees and muggy, but I was freezing. At about 1 p.m. today I started sweating and I knew things were back to normal in my body. It was the first time I enjoyed sweating…lol…my ears still ache I’m hoping that goes away soon. I’m getting on the plane either way damn it.
So, how are you??? Respond with some love could ya?!?!
I’m an ass sorry about not reading or responding to you guys…working on it right now!!!!