sorry im not good enough

[ins4n3kind4s4n3]

rob-im sorry u hate me. im sorry im a bitch. im sorry you fell in love with me. im sorry i didnt fall in love with you. im sorry you read my journal and got hurt. im sorry you think i hid things from you

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[anonymous]

I'm still here, I'm still trying to supress my feelings like I have done for the past few weeks. Too avoid talking to you hopeing they would go away so you wouldn't have to feel pressure. Do you know how hard it was to say goodnight before saying hello? I never did that you, until these past weeks. I couldn't bring myself to try to make you love me anymore. I knew you where falling for someone else...just the way you talked and it killed me. I know you more than you think...I always say that...I know you will get over stupid words, I know you will forget things I didn't mean...I know you will forget me eventually. I'm leaving soon...for a long time. I just want to see you before I do. That's all I ask, but I can't now. Knowing that I don't want you to fall in love with me now hurts. I'd rather let you go on your way and be here when you need me. I'm always here, I don't always say the right things or the smart things but I'm always here. I'm incrediably happy for you and I need to put my heart to the side and say "Good, she deserves this"...I just wish I could be the one who could say "Good, I finally did this"...I wish I could be the one who made you feel this way...I'm sorry angel...I'm sorry I ruined a friendship that was a masterpeice in the making. I'm sorry I ruined all the times we had. I'm sorry I ruined anything that could've been in the future if you would let it be. I'm sorry. I'm always going to love you but I need to realize that the ball isn't coming back to me. I need to let you go. Rob hearts Cara forever....Rob loves Cara forever...Goodbye