sorry im not good enough
rob-im sorry u hate me. im sorry im a bitch. im sorry you fell in love with me. im sorry i didnt fall in love with you. im sorry you read my journal and got hurt. im sorry you think i hid things from you.
im not sorry for being myself. im not sorry for doing something for me for once. im not sorry for meeting you. im not sorry for spending hours talking to you. im not sorry for falling for someone else.
you act like everythings my fault but its not. yes i fucked up. ill admit it. but u said i love you...i never did. i told u i would never say nething without meaning it. i never said it. i said i missed u, and i did. i said icared about u, and i did. i cant help it that you feel so strongly for me. i cant help it that i feel so strongly for someone else. im sorry that you're willing to lose everything we had over this. i didn't hide ne thing from you. i didn't lie. i treated you with respect and if you would have asked i would have told you. im tired rob. tired of trying not to hurt you, tired of feeling pressure to fall in love with you. i just want a friendship, thats all. nothing more nothing less.
i told you that i can talk to you about alot of things that i cant talk to other people about. i told you that i trusted you. and the moment our friendship went bad you threw that all in my face saying "I love how you say you can talk to me about anything but it seems like you can talk to anyone about anything...I'm nothing to you except another name, so what is this friendship to you?" You said u never wanted to hurt me...well you did. worse than i could have ever imagined.
you say u know me better than i know myself...well then you would know that i care about you and what you're feeling but its time i did something for myself for once. You said you'd always be there for me as long as i was happy. I'm happy Rob...Where are you?
im not sorry for being myself. im not sorry for doing something for me for once. im not sorry for meeting you. im not sorry for spending hours talking to you. im not sorry for falling for someone else.
you act like everythings my fault but its not. yes i fucked up. ill admit it. but u said i love you...i never did. i told u i would never say nething without meaning it. i never said it. i said i missed u, and i did. i said icared about u, and i did. i cant help it that you feel so strongly for me. i cant help it that i feel so strongly for someone else. im sorry that you're willing to lose everything we had over this. i didn't hide ne thing from you. i didn't lie. i treated you with respect and if you would have asked i would have told you. im tired rob. tired of trying not to hurt you, tired of feeling pressure to fall in love with you. i just want a friendship, thats all. nothing more nothing less.
i told you that i can talk to you about alot of things that i cant talk to other people about. i told you that i trusted you. and the moment our friendship went bad you threw that all in my face saying "I love how you say you can talk to me about anything but it seems like you can talk to anyone about anything...I'm nothing to you except another name, so what is this friendship to you?" You said u never wanted to hurt me...well you did. worse than i could have ever imagined.
you say u know me better than i know myself...well then you would know that i care about you and what you're feeling but its time i did something for myself for once. You said you'd always be there for me as long as i was happy. I'm happy Rob...Where are you?