PSYCHIC (ly) Drained. *sigh*
Okay...so I've always been lets say...sensitive to psychic stuff. Lately...its been a bit much. It's kind of weighing on me.
It comes in different forms. Sometimes dreams, sometimes I hear shit, sometimes I absorb peoples feelings...idk. It varies.
Friday night I had a dream that 3 of my teeth fell out...and after looking up alternate meanings besides oncoming death...i forgot about it and didnt give it a second thought. Yesterday my mom tells me that 3 people in our apartment complex died saturday and sunday. WTF RIGHT?! I'm sooooo creeped out.
Then last night I slept at Torrey's and had this intense dream I was being choked by something I couldn't see. And I was gasping for breath and trying to scream...this feeling was familiar to me. Similar to astral projection which always scares the fuck out of me... I'm not sure what to make of it. There was a strawberry blonde woman in a green fitted jacket standing at the edge of the bed. I have no idea what that part meant. She was just there while I was choking...she didn't really have anything to do with it. I just hope I didnt make noise in my sleep and creep Torrey out lol.
And lastly I have been feeling pretty sick lately... I'm starting to think being around my sick mother all the time is weighing on me. I really think I need to move out. It's just not good for me to see my mom so sick everyday just laying there. I think she's going to be getting the liver transplant soon. Which is scary in and of itself.
Lately I just feel...chaotic. I don't know how else to explain it. I just feel drained.
It comes in different forms. Sometimes dreams, sometimes I hear shit, sometimes I absorb peoples feelings...idk. It varies.
Friday night I had a dream that 3 of my teeth fell out...and after looking up alternate meanings besides oncoming death...i forgot about it and didnt give it a second thought. Yesterday my mom tells me that 3 people in our apartment complex died saturday and sunday. WTF RIGHT?! I'm sooooo creeped out.
Then last night I slept at Torrey's and had this intense dream I was being choked by something I couldn't see. And I was gasping for breath and trying to scream...this feeling was familiar to me. Similar to astral projection which always scares the fuck out of me... I'm not sure what to make of it. There was a strawberry blonde woman in a green fitted jacket standing at the edge of the bed. I have no idea what that part meant. She was just there while I was choking...she didn't really have anything to do with it. I just hope I didnt make noise in my sleep and creep Torrey out lol.
And lastly I have been feeling pretty sick lately... I'm starting to think being around my sick mother all the time is weighing on me. I really think I need to move out. It's just not good for me to see my mom so sick everyday just laying there. I think she's going to be getting the liver transplant soon. Which is scary in and of itself.
Lately I just feel...chaotic. I don't know how else to explain it. I just feel drained.