Pamela
Ok so yeah...another update. Yipeee!!!
So anyway i met this girl Pamela in Singapore one night when i went clubbing with my sis.
I never knew until last night that she is perfect for me. She is my "Girl Next Door". i wouldnt say the girl of my dreams cause ive never dreamt of someone like her before.
Idunno. i just really like her. she is fun smart cute entertaining seductive outgoing a great listener. can take a joke and tell them. she brings out the crazyness in me. makes me feel like i can do anything. things i never thought i could do. someone that can push me.
I'm kinda sad cause she is leaving for Seattle on tuesday. and like...i wish we had more time.
what really sucks is not the age difference...she's 24 by the way...and i'm 19 now gonna be 20 in like 3 weeks. and yeah the thing that sucks the most is she's engaged..her fiance is in seattle. and she is too married soon.
fuck man i wish i had better luck with girls...
ive never been able to be with a girl that i like...its kinda like a family curse. lol..
idunno i just cant stop thinking about her. argh!! i just wana scream!!!
yeah i can't write anymore. goodnight...
So anyway i met this girl Pamela in Singapore one night when i went clubbing with my sis.
I never knew until last night that she is perfect for me. She is my "Girl Next Door". i wouldnt say the girl of my dreams cause ive never dreamt of someone like her before.
Idunno. i just really like her. she is fun smart cute entertaining seductive outgoing a great listener. can take a joke and tell them. she brings out the crazyness in me. makes me feel like i can do anything. things i never thought i could do. someone that can push me.
I'm kinda sad cause she is leaving for Seattle on tuesday. and like...i wish we had more time.
what really sucks is not the age difference...she's 24 by the way...and i'm 19 now gonna be 20 in like 3 weeks. and yeah the thing that sucks the most is she's engaged..her fiance is in seattle. and she is too married soon.
fuck man i wish i had better luck with girls...
ive never been able to be with a girl that i like...its kinda like a family curse. lol..
idunno i just cant stop thinking about her. argh!! i just wana scream!!!
yeah i can't write anymore. goodnight...