i can't sleep...
Sooo, lately i've been having many sleepless nights. I don't know why i don't bother to force myself to sleep. Staying up late doesn't have the same effect on me anymore. I remember before i used to love being alone in the early hours of the morning thinking about so much stuf...well i guess one reason that helped was i was probably high. HaHa the good 'ol days. Miss them alot but lately i've been realizing that i kinda want to let them go. Start looking at whats happening today, tomorrow and so on and so forth. Growing up is definetly not easy. Sheesh this national service is another thing...i can't wait only 5 months, 2 weeks, and 1 day! or something like that. hehe. Sooo..oh yeah... venisa...omg.
[Note to Self] *I can't belive you actually went to her house man! What the FUCK were you thinking! You stepped in shit this time and its deep! Idunno how but you gota start to help yourself get outa that pile. No one else is gona help! Ewwwww!!!! I still can't believe it man! VENISA! Of ALL the chicks in the world! YUCK!!*
Yeah about the above mentioned...you don't really wana know. Lets just say it involves a used condom, some silly string, and a dead hamster...(kidding)
So yeah i can't wait to get back to California! Where i belong! Or where i feel a sense of belonging. I've never really liked Singapore...and now that i've experienced living here...i can truthfully say its not the place for someone like me. I never really understood why my mom wanted to raise us outside of Singapore until now...So thanks mom! People here are...soo...narrow minded..and i hate the fact that "ang mohs" are treated like kings. And how everything is a fucking rat-race. Blargh!!
Well whatever...so i what other nonsencycal stuff can i rant about?
I'm pretty much all out. Don't have that many things on my mind that are troubling me..to the point where i have to "LJ" it.
So i bid you goodnight. Cheers.
[Note to Self] *I can't belive you actually went to her house man! What the FUCK were you thinking! You stepped in shit this time and its deep! Idunno how but you gota start to help yourself get outa that pile. No one else is gona help! Ewwwww!!!! I still can't believe it man! VENISA! Of ALL the chicks in the world! YUCK!!*
Yeah about the above mentioned...you don't really wana know. Lets just say it involves a used condom, some silly string, and a dead hamster...(kidding)
So yeah i can't wait to get back to California! Where i belong! Or where i feel a sense of belonging. I've never really liked Singapore...and now that i've experienced living here...i can truthfully say its not the place for someone like me. I never really understood why my mom wanted to raise us outside of Singapore until now...So thanks mom! People here are...soo...narrow minded..and i hate the fact that "ang mohs" are treated like kings. And how everything is a fucking rat-race. Blargh!!
Well whatever...so i what other nonsencycal stuff can i rant about?
I'm pretty much all out. Don't have that many things on my mind that are troubling me..to the point where i have to "LJ" it.
So i bid you goodnight. Cheers.