Oct 27, 2004 13:50
I am done with NY. And damn proud.
I feel completely complete with my life right now. I'm not sad, I don't want to die. I love my life. Everything is perfect. My family loves me, my boyfriend loves me, I have people who like me. No one hates me.
I have never been so happy. It's not just a relationship that's making me happy. It's everything around me. I have beautiful siblings. I have an excellent relationship with my mom and dad. Even April and I get along most of the time. I feel incredible, I feel empowered. I can't believe how much my life has changed in the last 3 months. I am a new person. Sure, I do some drugs but not enough to interfere with the things I have to do.
I'm beautiful. I'm young. I have the rest of my life ahead of me. I have a wonderful boyfriend that I believe is my soulmate. He treats me like a queen in everyway possible. I've never met a man that makes ME so happy. It's wonderful. This whole move to GA has turned out to be the best decision I have ever made.
I cannot stop smiling today. I cannot wait to hug my boyfriend. :)
(**I still miss you more than anything Jesssssie-bearrrr**)