Jul 20, 2005 23:47
At 6:30-7ish this morning I couldn't sleep, so I picked up my Angels and Demons book and started reading. 6 pages into it, I got really confused because it mentioned "illuminati" and I didn't know what that word meant. I got on the internet and typed in illuminati, next thing I know I'm looking at websites about New World Order and witchcraft. It's interesting to form new ideas about something you never really knew existed. I mean, my Mom always mentions that she believes there's a secret form of government, but I never knew the reasons why or even if something like that was possible. I wouldn't be surprised if some sort of conspiracy does exist, but no one will know for sure until everything unfolds.
Tonight I hung out with Emily, Lynsi and Kirsten for the first time in months. I think sometimes my old friends start to feel as if they've been replaced, but I want them to know that I'll always be here for them if need be. I may have changed, but I think they're adjusting quite well to the new me. I know I am.
It's 2 AM, I may try to get some sleep at a halfway decent hour for once.
Shonna is giving me a free ticket to Warped Tour in Pittsburgh, PA on August 1st. Yay! We're hoping that Dan can come with us but we're not sure yet.