it boring here at home

[innocent_bunnie]

so i have been here at home for about a week now. not a lot has happened. i started back at work on saturday, so now i am at least making some money. haven't really hung out with any body, but that is kind of my fault, since i don't have a car and i haven't been bugging people to hang out. but i have done a lot of thinking and for the most part i am happy with it all. i haven't talked much to two of the people i really need to, but they haven't been around, or didn't call when they said they would...oh well. i have been stupid lately...which might be why they haven't been around, but they are both busy people, so they really have no reason to hang around and talk with me.

michelle came home yesterday, so we hung out for a little while. it was nice because we hadn't talked in a while, and i haven't seen her since thanksgiving.

i just started to think about who all i was suppose to be giving christmas presents to, and i am not sure if some people are planning on it or not. some people have already given me something, so i know i should get something for them. but there are a few people i am not sure if i should, its not like i would be expecting anything in return, but i also don't want them to think they have to get me anything. ah...the time of gift giving and all of its trouble.

i am happy...or at least that's what i think i am. i could be more happy if i was hanging with my friends, but oh well tis the life i lead. atleast i am really on my way to being more happy, and truely finding myself again.