The good lord taketh away
I had another pregnancy and subsequent pregnancy loss. Absolutely devastating and fucking ridiculous. Two embryos left. Honestly I'm kinda done... the shots, bloodwork, appointments, and dashed hopes. But i can't just ditch those two last embryos, so I'll probably try one more time in a couple months for their sake. Otherwise I'm ready to start looking into adoption or fostering.
On the bright side. Today TJ let me pick out an engagement ring, which he will purchase and present to me. Honestly I'd go down to the courthouse with him tomorrow, but he knows how much it means to me to have that symbol. And a surprise proposal isn't really necessary cuz he knows I'll say yes... so a fun "presentation" of the ring sounds really nice to me. Planning a wedding will at least give me some purpose for a while.