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Been a while. Did another attempt at ivf. Got a reeeally good batch of eggs, which resulted in six good-quality embryos in cryopreservation. Tried with 2 embryos last month.. . And nothing. Doctors are baffled.
I still have 4 more and I'm going to try again in January.
I have a beautiful home, TJ and i are more in love than ever, I'm climbing the ladder at work.... but i cannot escape the sadness and gaping void i feel of not having a family. I have no parents, no children. I have literally nothing to look forward to.
But still she persists
Maybe if i get a sizeable raise I'll get a bitchin car.