Mar 09, 2007 21:09
So basically right now my life is a mess....I;m so confused about everything in my life. I really want to go to grad school and stay up at Niagara for the summer. While i know this is possible, for the next 4 weeks i need to concentrate on school, work and studying for the GMAT's. Until the GMAT's are over, I'm only going to be partying on friday and saturday..depending on what I feel like doing.
I'm so sick and tired off always having to do everything more than once. It would be fine if i got it the second time, but most of the time it takes me 3-4 times to get something right. This is the third time I have to take the GMAT's, and I'm sick of it and having to pay the $250 each time. This time WILL be the last time i take the test. If all else fails, I'm going to be looking for jobs and starting a career and take a year off then go to grad school. At the same time I have mixed feelings about everything else in my life. I know this is stupid but I wish I had a guy in my life to help fill the void that I feel. Not a boyfriend, just a guy friend that I can talk to and that will listen to me and be there for me when I need him. If it weren't for my friends being there for me, I wouldn't be sane most of time. They are my back bone and I'm extremely glad to have them in my life. My friends are the people that help me through all the rough times, especially when I'm feeling down because of my parents.
I'm hoping that Spring break won't be too bad, I don't have anything fun planned. It';s basically gunna be all work and no play. I'm either going to be working at the office, or
studying for the GMAT's. Hope everyone has a great spring break and stay safe where ever you may be..whether it be home or on vacation.