Spring break, school and much more

Mar 08, 2007 09:18

So..Spring Break is upon us and I couldn't be happier! While I know I'm happy now..by the end of the break, I won't be able to stand it at home and will be glad to be back here at NU. I hate the fact that my parents are always finding a way to put me down or tell me I;m fat or not good enough. There way of telling me to lose weight is to tell me I'm such a pretty girl but I'm ugly this heavy. NOT a good way to go by it.
I've started to realize that I'm more independent and don't need my parents as much anymore. Pretty soon I'll be out in the real world and won't need them as much anymore, and I don't know what they'll do then, b/c i won't be at home as much. Also ever since I've started working and having to balance work and school and partying (HaHa) I've become more independent and confident in myself. It's thanks to my friends that I am more confident, there always telling me how nice I look and how I've changed for the better, not how fat I am and how I've changed for the worse. That's what my parents do.
While I am glad to be going home, it'll be hard for me. I'm so used to being up here and on my own. To top it all off, I need to take the GMAT's again and they'll nag me while i study..NOT helpful.
Okay..enough about that! Why is it that I always fall for the guys that are assholes and that I can't have that don't want me back?!?! If anyone has answers for me please let me know LoL. But after all this is me and I fall for a new asshole every week..I eventually get over them.
It's been quite sometime since I've posted..but there will be more to come! Bye for now :)
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