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last night sucked. ed asked me to go to dinner with him, and i stupidly agreed.
but then i was just thinking about WHY i let him do what he does. and finally decided that i'm not a fool, nor will i be treated like one. ever again. so i phoned him and said i wasn't going, and he got all upset, so i said maybe we could do something AS FRIENDS whenever he's next home. and he got really shitty and was like, 'well i'm going out next weekend, and i don't know when i'll next be home.' so i just said well, i guess i'll see you when i see you. and he got shittier, so i hung up. then he text me saying he doesn't understand why i was 'being like that' .. grr. so i just text him and said i'm not a fool, so don't treat me like one, and he got all defensive saying he doesn't think i'm a fool, he genuinely likes me, and if he ever thought he'd have a proper chance with me he'd leave his girlfriend.
... which for a split second i thought 'omg, aww.' but then i thought no! fuck off. so i told him he's full of it, and until he grows up and sorts himself out, he should leave me alone to get on with my life. and then he ignored me. so whateverrrrr. i'm so over it, it's not even funny. ha!
yay me :)
now i'm totally up for london next saturday. it's about time i ventured out of this shitty town, with it's shitty men, and shitty everything. i'm off to find myself a hunky rich man up in chelsea. ... hahahaha :)
anyway, so then amber text me asking what i was up to, so i said nothing, she said 'me either, i'm so fucking bored! come round! xx' so i thought meh, okay. so i went round, and we somehow ended up putting a rabbit hutch together at like 11:30pm on a friday night. yeah, we're really that cool. it went wrong, btw. so we gave up. it's actually scary how much like my brother leon is. we were in amber's room, and he opened the door, stuck his head in, and did this huge gross man-burp, then shut the door. random. haha. what a tit. erm! and then that was it, really. we just sat talking and stuff. i'm a little less nervous about tomorrow now, hopefully it should be fun. i'll be sure to buy one of those embarrassing 'OMG SCARED!' photos from one of the rides. whether i show any of you, is another story. bwahah :)
OH OH OH! it's carnival night tonight! i'm so excited, i can't wait. we have to get there at like 6pm, though cuz they close all the roads and stuff. it should be fun, my brother is taking ellie over so i'll probably end up seeing them over there. can't wait :D
p.s; who needs ed? not me :)
but then i was just thinking about WHY i let him do what he does. and finally decided that i'm not a fool, nor will i be treated like one. ever again. so i phoned him and said i wasn't going, and he got all upset, so i said maybe we could do something AS FRIENDS whenever he's next home. and he got really shitty and was like, 'well i'm going out next weekend, and i don't know when i'll next be home.' so i just said well, i guess i'll see you when i see you. and he got shittier, so i hung up. then he text me saying he doesn't understand why i was 'being like that' .. grr. so i just text him and said i'm not a fool, so don't treat me like one, and he got all defensive saying he doesn't think i'm a fool, he genuinely likes me, and if he ever thought he'd have a proper chance with me he'd leave his girlfriend.
... which for a split second i thought 'omg, aww.' but then i thought no! fuck off. so i told him he's full of it, and until he grows up and sorts himself out, he should leave me alone to get on with my life. and then he ignored me. so whateverrrrr. i'm so over it, it's not even funny. ha!
yay me :)
now i'm totally up for london next saturday. it's about time i ventured out of this shitty town, with it's shitty men, and shitty everything. i'm off to find myself a hunky rich man up in chelsea. ... hahahaha :)
anyway, so then amber text me asking what i was up to, so i said nothing, she said 'me either, i'm so fucking bored! come round! xx' so i thought meh, okay. so i went round, and we somehow ended up putting a rabbit hutch together at like 11:30pm on a friday night. yeah, we're really that cool. it went wrong, btw. so we gave up. it's actually scary how much like my brother leon is. we were in amber's room, and he opened the door, stuck his head in, and did this huge gross man-burp, then shut the door. random. haha. what a tit. erm! and then that was it, really. we just sat talking and stuff. i'm a little less nervous about tomorrow now, hopefully it should be fun. i'll be sure to buy one of those embarrassing 'OMG SCARED!' photos from one of the rides. whether i show any of you, is another story. bwahah :)
OH OH OH! it's carnival night tonight! i'm so excited, i can't wait. we have to get there at like 6pm, though cuz they close all the roads and stuff. it should be fun, my brother is taking ellie over so i'll probably end up seeing them over there. can't wait :D
p.s; who needs ed? not me :)