Oct 25, 2007 17:19
ARGH!!!!
i just went shopping with my friend gemmaaaa. and we went to costa for a hot chocolate (but ended up having one of those iced drinks, yum!) anyway! i have ugg boots on. and it rained. and now they're ruined. gah! good job they're not my real ones, and they're just £30 from next. but still :(!
erm. i know everyone thinks he's a jackass (which, to be honest, he is) but ed has asked me to go out with him tomorrow night. i asked him what he had in mind (genuinely just asking, i wasn't getting all dirty with him before anyone says i was!), and his reply was 'mmm...' :| hahaha. and then he laughed and told me to stop panicking because he's not going to come on to me (unless i want him to, apparantly.) gah! i don't knowww. he's such a mong sometimes. he text me the other day asking me what i had done that day, so i said not much, and asked what he'd been up to. 'nothing at all! ... unless thinking about you counts as doing something xxx' ... WHYYYYYYYYYY. why why why why! i just wish he was genuine. if he was genuine, i'd be gushing about how cute and sweet he is. but i don't think i'll ever be able to trust him as being genuine. what a shit situation. i finally find a guy who actually likes me for who i am...and he's a complete dick. i think i should become a lesbian.
...talking of lesbians!! gemma and i went into la senza (sexy underwear shop, fyi) and i was on the phone to james at the time, and i was like, 'omg, this would look so sexy on you honey' and 'i'm totally buying you something from here for christmas' .. and then gemmy asked me to go to the changing room with her to give her advice. the woman at the counter totally thought we were lesbians, i'm sure.