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[inlovewithhim96]

Can someone help me make or find a friends only banner? oh, and just help me with the whole "friends only thing". do you just mark every entry friends only? or is it like some kinda button i need to change... im confused:/ yeah, i know, im retarded, but help! thanks

Melly aka May

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[erinlittle]

hey, i've talked to you before, i don't know if you remember or not, and i was reading your journal, so obviously you are still in high school??? well i've been out for 2 years and trust me, it is completely gay with other girls in high school, that girl that was talking shit to you, has no right to say anything, thing is, she doesn't know how you feel and what you've been going through.....being bipolar, sometimes you say things you'll regret like 2 years after your on medication and i know it might not bother you now, but it will once they start working....and hun, you shouldn't skip your meds, its so bad....i don't know if you are still going through medications or what, i'm 20 and in the process of finding the one that doesn't make me vomit or sleep all day... it sucks......

anyways, i just wanted to say that you are a great person, no matter what anyone says, special in your own way, and yeah, no one may understand you right now, but never feel alone, because you know that at least one person understands how you think and what you are feeling.
<3 take your meds and if you ever need to talk, let me know

[inlovewithhim96]

Hey thanks a lot yeah I remember you you're in the bipolar community. But thanks a lot for the wonderful things you've said. It really is hard to believe a lot of them... but still, thank you.
As far as my meds go, I'm now on risperdal and lamictal and I seem to be doing at least some what better with like... my activeness and stuff but as far as my moods I'm still flying off the handle. And I really feel like an asshole for it, like with my boyfriend of course, I can get so mean and then I hate it later and I'm so confused cause im to the the point that I don't even know if he really did anything wrong that I should be mad about or if its just my bipolar or whatever, so I always end up apologizing and I have to wonder sometimes if I should be the one apologizing or him...:/
But yeah, thanks, and when you were referring to the girl, did you mean emily, zombified_3?
But anyways thanks a lot and I'll add you if you want to add me:)
-Melly