its been SO long.

Feb 06, 2007 18:48

Honestly. it has been fucking forever since i've even logged onto this thing. i don't even think i remember how to use it. ha!
well. i moved to massachusetts.
i fucking hate it. with a burning passion.
its freezing. today it was supposedly down to negative twenty with the windchill.
FUCK THAT.
On top of that i pretty much hate everyone here. i swear theres something in the water that affects their brains. they're all idiots.
not to mention that every SINGLE person i've met from here proves to be one of the most ignorant, sheltered, backwoods, redneck, dumbass motherfucker i've ever met. ever. in my life. this parts long so i'm putting it under a cut.
particularly those from woodstock, ct.
everytime one of my friends speaks i'm like "whaaaat".
like driving down the road "omg a black person"
jesus chris. you fucking hicks need to go inside, turn on the heat, and thaw your brain out so you can function like a normal human being.
i hate it here. i fucking hate it.
i am forever thankful that i spent my more formative years in a place where diversity was everywhere and i had every opportunity in the wold.
here they do nothing. these towns are tiny and the gossip is unfuckingbelievable.
i mean seriously. i come around and its like "whose the new girl lets make shit up and post it on the internet and say hateful things hwen she walks by" its terrible. they act the way children do in middle school. it doesn't bother me any because i know they're so ignorant they really don't know anybetter.
its just sad. its so white trash.
its sad because this place i've put on a pedestal since i was a little kid turns out to be the most horrible hickass homegrown motherfuckin place. ever.

In other news. I moved. i met people. all of everything i've done since i've been here has been a mistake.
but the NEXT six months will be the best ones.
and the ones after that... and so on and so forth. i learned a lot.
my saving grace is my boyfriend. love of my life.
i don't know what i would do without him. I cannot wait until the day finally comes when he will be here with me, until then i CAN wait patiently because i know that no matter what he'll be behind me 100 percent.
who else would love me so much that he would listen to me cry over some dirtbag and cry along with me becuase i was hurt. not because HE was hurt.
i'm so glad that after seven years we've finally both grown up enough to be together.
i can truely say that after all the dumb crap we've put ourselves and each other through, i know that no matter how far apart we are, christopher lee allen and i will always be together. we've been through a LOT a LOT of crap over the years.
I love you Chainsaw.
that was pretty gooshy.
I miss georgia so much. :(
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