"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine..."

[justbeingaqueen]

Who: justbeingaqueen and woman_or_a_girl
What: A priceless gift
Where: Maternity Unit, Portland Hospital, London
When: About 12 hours after THISKurt knew that this was what euphoria felt like. He had felt it once before in his life, and that was on his wedding day. This time, however, it was coupled with absolute awe, shock, and a dazed feeling of trying to catch his feet after

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[justbeingaqueen]

Kurt touched his lips, tearing up happily again as he nodded. The image of his daughter swum with the tears and he mopped them up again, sniffling. It was going to be a little while yet before the enormity of this whole thing stopped him wanting to sob happy tears all over everyone. "I can't believe she exists. I keep looking at her and touching her to make sure she is real. I know it's such a huge thing for everyone, but for me and Blaine, this is our whole life changing. Nothing is ever going to be the same again. It's not just him and me anymore, it's him, me and our princess. I spent so much of this whole thing worrying I would suck or I wouldn't know what to do, but now I just want to know how to do it all so I can be the best daddy she could ever hope for. Well, second only to Blaine. He's just got the natural thing happening. He's so beautiful with her. And I watch him nursing her and it's like everything is perfect in the world. I couldn't anticipate any of this. I tried. I tried to plan it all down like a fine art, but there is nothing in the world that could have told me it would be this amazing. Every tiny little thing about her is perfect. She seems to perfect to have come from me. it's like I should have screwed something up, that I'm too gay to make a baby... but I did. Blaine was joking that his sperm were too busy pausing to perve on my sperm's ass to be the quickest swimmer," he laughed with a fond shake of his head at his husband's humour. "It's suddenly like everything I had planned and mapped out is useless. It's a whole different game plan. And nothing matters as much as she does."

Kyra-Belle started to get restless then. She scrunched her little face up and gave a little whimper. Kurt felt his heart and belly tightened like it always did when he heard her cry, like some sort of instinctual response to want to fix it was quickly as possible. He put his finger under her hand and she wrapped her fingers around it. "Shhhh, baby girl, it's okay... don't cry..." he murmured, trying to soothe her but the tears came with some more little whimpers. He checked his watch but she was still about an hour off needing a feed. "Okay, these cries where I have no idea what is wrong? Sort of really suck. Google give you a list of what to check for, but then you start checking them all over, and they just seem to get more pissed. Sure you don't want to just stick to Skype?" he said sheepishly, giving himself an inner pep talk to stay calm.