It's Just A Temporary Trial Run.

Jun 27, 2010 21:55

yesterday was lovely; nevermind the effort that went into the planning, carrying out, and having the plan wrecked havoc upon. great food, great company- simple pleasures that really cheers me up even though i was tired (actually, everyone else too).

i feel like i've been somewhat spoilt over these couple of days. it's been good food nearly everyday, including departure lounge for friday's lunch and pizzeria bella italia for sunday's lunch. i'm definitely not anticipating going to work tomorrow since i'll be in Giant Bandar Kinrara and there's probably not going to be much good food in there. =[

i'm sitting here not knowing what i want to do right now, or for the rest of the night. i keep having this niggling feeling that i really ought to spend my time in a more fruitful manner since i won't be having much of it anymore again beginning july, yet i can't seem to find something to occupy myself with.

other than fare city, maybe. if you're an iphone user, you really oughta download the free version for a test drive. right now. like, really really right now. it's terribly addictive. and then you can consider the paid app, haha. i'm a big supporter of fare city and i think it could possibly be better than bejeweled, which i used to think was the best arcade game ever created by mankind. if you knew me well, you'd know how addicted i used to be to bejeweled and that no one i've met has ever been able to trump my high score. /grins.

school's starting again the following week, and i've been considering some tough decisions in regards to school. with no conclusion just yet. i'm rather afraid of making the wrong decision because i've never been any good at weighing the pros and cons of anything and my spontaneous actions may not be always right. i rarely regret them, but this is a really really important decision that may have an impact on the rest of my life. my current preference; however, is leaning towards what my parents wish of me.

it surprises me somewhat that i want to do what they want lately. perhaps it's the influence of people i've been mixing around with. i wonder what they would make of it though- both my intentions and the people i've been mixing around with. i constantly wonder. but i'm bound to have no answers for the next four to five months anyway.

the conversation with junkun today reminded me of relationships, complications, and the word forever. i'm a bit afraid of investing in something i'm not terribly sure of the return, however small or large it may be. how simple choices would be if my trial run idea was actually a workable plan. i remember how he laughed earlier today, then agreed adamantly with me. lmao.

but you know what? no matter what the choice or conclusion is in less than three months, i still want to take a picture with you.

musings, all

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