Hmm...
Jesus fucking Christ!
You people seriously don't care. How hard is it to fucking say "no?" NO! Repeat after me, "NO! NO! NO!"
KICK . PUNCH. SCREAM. BITE.
Don't listen to his fucking lies. Don't do ANYTHING for him. I care, I really do care for you (the four of you) but sadly I know certain things are gonna get in the way and this is not over. I'm doing this for you. All four of you.
No one would notice. No one would know.
It's all for you guys and maybe then you'll understand. After this.
I'm getting it all ready for you. Please, please, PLEASE, listen to me when I say this. I care with all my being, and you guys don't even take into consideration what I'm reminded off, what I have to do, what I DEAL with, WHO I deal with, for you guys.
I'm disposable. And don't say that I'm not. I know you say it's not true, but be honest with yourself: am I really all that great? Am I really that needed? I'm just a phase for you all. A crazy sad phase.
This is why I look after myself (for the most part) I don't want to be hurt when you all leave me. I can't stand that idea.
-Susana
You people seriously don't care. How hard is it to fucking say "no?" NO! Repeat after me, "NO! NO! NO!"
KICK . PUNCH. SCREAM. BITE.
Don't listen to his fucking lies. Don't do ANYTHING for him. I care, I really do care for you (the four of you) but sadly I know certain things are gonna get in the way and this is not over. I'm doing this for you. All four of you.
No one would notice. No one would know.
It's all for you guys and maybe then you'll understand. After this.
I'm getting it all ready for you. Please, please, PLEASE, listen to me when I say this. I care with all my being, and you guys don't even take into consideration what I'm reminded off, what I have to do, what I DEAL with, WHO I deal with, for you guys.
I'm disposable. And don't say that I'm not. I know you say it's not true, but be honest with yourself: am I really all that great? Am I really that needed? I'm just a phase for you all. A crazy sad phase.
This is why I look after myself (for the most part) I don't want to be hurt when you all leave me. I can't stand that idea.
-Susana