This will probably be my last entry on this journal, I feel like I've outgrown the user name. I'll probably open up a new lj because I lke having access to the communities that are friends only and I do need a place to publicly bitch ( Read more... )

At least I can promise you this will be brief so you don't have to scan through some long winded whining ( Read more... )

Once more I'm leaving for Chicago but not for good! Not yet anyway... I'll be leaving the 19th of April and returning the following Tuesday. I can't wait and I'm literally counting the days until it's time to hop on that plane, bury myself in a book, and wait to feel strong arms around me. The flight seems excruciatingly long but that's simply ( Read more... )

Someone asked me why I always talk about my preference for Saint Sebastian rather than Saint Valentine as a representitive for a day devoted to love. My answer was as follows ( Read more... )

Today in painting I felt myself growing naseous as I slowly realized what a hack I am. I lack something in my work, that single spark of humanity that can connect a piece with the viewer. If I can't capture that than what point is there in pursuing the career that I so desire? I felt miserable as the crituque went on and all I could do was ( Read more... )

I'm showing this to as many people as I can:


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I tried, by god how I tried to open up that poor little frog but when a surge of ethical and moral indignation couples with the force of full blown necrophobia, the end result is disatrous ( Read more... )

I’ve been back for a few weeks and I must say I did not miss the scenery. Pueblo is one of those towns that you can never fully erase from your mind but it’s not for lack of trying. It simply becomes an innate part of you ( Read more... )

Goddamn, I have two weeks before I blast off into the Alkali Flats to live amongst the rare ruby scorpians and I've nothing packed ( Read more... )

Oh how I wish I worked in a sex.

-sighs-

Dreams.