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Driving home today in the sunshine was bittersweet knowing you'll never again be able to enjoy how beautiful life can be. It's difficult for me to understand why you did this. How can I let go when I never really got to say goodbye? I know now what you meant when you said we had a special connection. We did. I took it out of context and had I just come to you for an explanation, maybe things would be different. I guess you came to the realization that this was the only way out. You were the best friend anyone could ever ask for and I'm sorry I never told you that. I can't forgive you for this. I suppose all I can do now is thank you for being apart of my life and hold on to the memories that we made for the rest of my long life. I'll miss you more than you could ever know.
Ryan Andrew Hargrave
8/12/83-4/20/09
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Ryan Andrew Hargrave
8/12/83-4/20/09
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