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Obviously, I should be thankful for my job! :) I do nothing but steal time away from it. I am nearly wearing this screen out just plopping stuff down on it.
I am beginning to warm to the idea of getting some regular little pill to even out my days. Today, I don't feel bad -- like the rage-full anxiety I felt earlier this week -- but I feel a little out of it, unable to focus, a little bodily heavy. I know it is part being so goddamned drunk the other night, part something in my diet, maybe some minor chemical imbalance. But I just ate a little sugar bunny some Easter work fairy left on my desk (Office environments are so stupid despite this was prolly a sweet thought) and my energy started to really pick up (no shit) and I feel great now. I'm prolly focusing on it too much but I like the idea of having such a quick fix-it, pick-me-up.
How lazy. :)
Two shout-outs:
A tipped hat to you, Joe. It's nice to feel adventure AND feel warmth again. :) Let's call it noggin knockin'.
And confetti for you, Beth. Sixteen years of friendship! To so consistently be there to listen to me jaw in tedious detail, to help me out of so many jams, and to make me think harder. :) Happy Birthday! I'll see you tonight.
I am beginning to warm to the idea of getting some regular little pill to even out my days. Today, I don't feel bad -- like the rage-full anxiety I felt earlier this week -- but I feel a little out of it, unable to focus, a little bodily heavy. I know it is part being so goddamned drunk the other night, part something in my diet, maybe some minor chemical imbalance. But I just ate a little sugar bunny some Easter work fairy left on my desk (Office environments are so stupid despite this was prolly a sweet thought) and my energy started to really pick up (no shit) and I feel great now. I'm prolly focusing on it too much but I like the idea of having such a quick fix-it, pick-me-up.
How lazy. :)
Two shout-outs:
A tipped hat to you, Joe. It's nice to feel adventure AND feel warmth again. :) Let's call it noggin knockin'.
And confetti for you, Beth. Sixteen years of friendship! To so consistently be there to listen to me jaw in tedious detail, to help me out of so many jams, and to make me think harder. :) Happy Birthday! I'll see you tonight.