Dec 07, 2008 20:36
Tonight I say 'Goodbye' to the illusion. To the stupidity and the secrets. To all the moments I thought I'd break, and to all the things I could've believed in. I wanted to be able to hold on but I just made it hurt. And now I don't want to feel anything. So fuck it, right?
I was only ever crazy when you wanted to abase me. And really, from what I can recall that was the only real truth I felt. No love, no blessedness. No happily ever after. And It is completely my problem that I can only see the actuality in black and white but maybe it is your problem that you never tried to help.
And maybe the world will look a little brighter tomorrow, but not everything will live to see it.
Which is probably for the best.
Inkbaby x