best idea EVER
i'm going to win beth back.
it will definitely be the hardest thing ever and i think my odds are even with those of my hair suddenly resprouting; but the reward is so great if i can do this. beth is amazing. i know i can make her happy again. i know i can be happy again.
i am kind of aware how this is really just me creating an outlet for all the abandonment shit...but who cares? she is wonderful. i love her. it will be great.
i have to prove i'm not that same dick or that i'm able to change or something-it is true, this isn't a rouse...christ, is that how you spell that? i dunno.
beth and i connected in a way that i've never done with another soul, it wasn't just coincidence it was beth. it was her and no one else.
ok. i've written an email asking her to dinner. we've done the post break up dinners. i dont' think she'll say yes. but if she does. then we can talk. and you know what? if winning beth back just means that she is my friend again - then i still win. what more can i ask for?
it will definitely be the hardest thing ever and i think my odds are even with those of my hair suddenly resprouting; but the reward is so great if i can do this. beth is amazing. i know i can make her happy again. i know i can be happy again.
i am kind of aware how this is really just me creating an outlet for all the abandonment shit...but who cares? she is wonderful. i love her. it will be great.
i have to prove i'm not that same dick or that i'm able to change or something-it is true, this isn't a rouse...christ, is that how you spell that? i dunno.
beth and i connected in a way that i've never done with another soul, it wasn't just coincidence it was beth. it was her and no one else.
ok. i've written an email asking her to dinner. we've done the post break up dinners. i dont' think she'll say yes. but if she does. then we can talk. and you know what? if winning beth back just means that she is my friend again - then i still win. what more can i ask for?