Happy Sweetest Day!
Today was kinda fun, kinda bleh. I had to wake up at byron's early to go get my senior pictures done, then came home and sat around for a bit. I thought i was gonna be home all day, but plans came up to go to the levee, so i ended up doing that, bumming money off my dad to pay for my dinner and the movie we all saw.
While Waiting is absolutely hysterical, going to the levee just made me miss Meghan a whole lot. Being a Saturday night, there were a lot of couples around. That reminded me of Meghan constantly. Actually, just being at the levee reminded me of her constantly, since its been so long since i've gone without her. I kept thinking i wouldnt have the money for dinner since the movie tickets were going to be 15 bucks, but then i realized i was only buying one, and it made me sad. During the movie, i kept thinking about how much Meghan would have liked some of the jokes, and i found myself wanting her there, so i could hold her and hear her laugh. all through hanging around and dinner the guys were pointing out random girls from the crowdi that they liked, and i just kept thinking "who cares? where's my Meghan?" i didnt even realize that i missed her so much but it seemed like everything reminded me of her.
I love you and i miss you, so please hurry home! I'll see you on Monday(i wish it could be sooner), so i hope monday gets here fast. Happy sweetest day, my love, even though i didnt get to see you.
p.s. in an effort to remedy the whole "no money for social activities/tweed twirl/gas and driving/presents for Meghan because she deserves them/personal spending/anything in general" situation, i may be applying for a job at Graeters, and/or one of several other local establishments, such as Oriental Wok or possibly (gag) a babysitting-esque job with tina at a local church. while i know that me working will cut down the time we can spend together, its the only way i'm going to be able to go out on dates with you. i will also be working on driving, but as i am scared shitless of driving and am extremely uncomfortable with it, please please do not put so much pressure on me to learn to drive and get my liscence over an extremely short time interval in which i will already be fairly busy. i know that its kind of pathetic that i dont drive yet, and that it might be embarassing for you, but its definitely worse for me and telling me that its embarassing certainly doesnt make me feel any better about it.
well, i love you Meghan, and goodnight.
While Waiting is absolutely hysterical, going to the levee just made me miss Meghan a whole lot. Being a Saturday night, there were a lot of couples around. That reminded me of Meghan constantly. Actually, just being at the levee reminded me of her constantly, since its been so long since i've gone without her. I kept thinking i wouldnt have the money for dinner since the movie tickets were going to be 15 bucks, but then i realized i was only buying one, and it made me sad. During the movie, i kept thinking about how much Meghan would have liked some of the jokes, and i found myself wanting her there, so i could hold her and hear her laugh. all through hanging around and dinner the guys were pointing out random girls from the crowdi that they liked, and i just kept thinking "who cares? where's my Meghan?" i didnt even realize that i missed her so much but it seemed like everything reminded me of her.
I love you and i miss you, so please hurry home! I'll see you on Monday(i wish it could be sooner), so i hope monday gets here fast. Happy sweetest day, my love, even though i didnt get to see you.
p.s. in an effort to remedy the whole "no money for social activities/tweed twirl/gas and driving/presents for Meghan because she deserves them/personal spending/anything in general" situation, i may be applying for a job at Graeters, and/or one of several other local establishments, such as Oriental Wok or possibly (gag) a babysitting-esque job with tina at a local church. while i know that me working will cut down the time we can spend together, its the only way i'm going to be able to go out on dates with you. i will also be working on driving, but as i am scared shitless of driving and am extremely uncomfortable with it, please please do not put so much pressure on me to learn to drive and get my liscence over an extremely short time interval in which i will already be fairly busy. i know that its kind of pathetic that i dont drive yet, and that it might be embarassing for you, but its definitely worse for me and telling me that its embarassing certainly doesnt make me feel any better about it.
well, i love you Meghan, and goodnight.