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I should get up and stop feeling this way. cause i know if he was here, he would hate to see me fall and lazy. And on top of that, he has his examinations this coming mon and tues. I know I would be responsible if he did bad so I should stop feeling sorry for myself and make him feel like a shit ass. If I love him, which in this case I really do, I would guide and build him so that he would soar high in the sky.(: To add on, if I keep on crying day and night for all the days to come, I dont think I would progress and neither would he because crying is not gonna make him wanna talk to me or acknowledge me. So I have to stop.
If you are reading this, I seek forgiveness from the deepest depths of my heart. I hope you find a hint of light to forgive me. Please do your revision really well cause as much as I know things are shitty now cause I made them shitty, I need you to do well in your school exams. Please. That's the least you could do. Not for me or anyone else but for yourself and your future. I have high hopes for you because I know you can do very well.
Maybe when after all that needs to be done is done, maybe he'd come back. :)
I love you always.
If you are reading this, I seek forgiveness from the deepest depths of my heart. I hope you find a hint of light to forgive me. Please do your revision really well cause as much as I know things are shitty now cause I made them shitty, I need you to do well in your school exams. Please. That's the least you could do. Not for me or anyone else but for yourself and your future. I have high hopes for you because I know you can do very well.
Maybe when after all that needs to be done is done, maybe he'd come back. :)
I love you always.