Mar 04, 2011 22:57
i just wanna hold your hand and never let go. but im ashamed to death of myself and I am not able to forgive this being in me that has destroyed you. the ugly truth is you've had enough of me. and when that happens, thats the end of me too. cause you were my hope, faith and love. I cant bear to go through this. if it is for the best for yourself, im happy for you. I wish you a good life ahead without me and may you find someone who can make a difference in your life. like I always said and promised you, I will always love you no matter what happens and i swore i wont leave you. I will keep my words til the day you decide you cant have it anymore then i will let you go.
Please come back. cause i cant bear being away from you, <3 .
2 Feb 2011
Words cant express how much im feeling right now. Listen to this song called follow the map by mono. Its the closest thing to me. I love nurulaini :') and Im terribly sorry of what I've put you through. Stay with me and bear me please. Take me in you.
im not ready to leave us.