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so i'm insecure, sue me! it sucks just as much for me as it does for all of u who have to deal with me. i just always feel inadequate, no matter what. u could tell me u love me a million times and i still don't feel like i'm good enough. my parents love me... i know this... they're my parents, i still feel like everything i do or don't do lets them down. i never feel good enough for even them. so imagine what i'm goin through. i just met this new guy... i like him... we have fun hanging out... and i'm not just sleeping with him, which is a nice change. i'm terrified, though, that... *i'm not good enough for him*. i'm scared he's not gonna like me, and that i'm gonna get myself all involved in this and then i'm gonna get hurt... like always.
and ya know... it doesn't matter how pretty i am, or how much weight i lose... this is all stuff that's inside that i have to deal with. but how exactly does one go about working on their insecurities, when i don't even really know what the root of them is.
i just don't wanna be alone forever.
and ya know... it doesn't matter how pretty i am, or how much weight i lose... this is all stuff that's inside that i have to deal with. but how exactly does one go about working on their insecurities, when i don't even really know what the root of them is.
i just don't wanna be alone forever.