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[ingy]

wow, i've been in meltdown mode for like the last week... and having been in tears for the last few days now. over everything and nothing at all. jacque says i'm goin through some kind of cleansing... something's changing and i gotta get out all the crap... i just wish it would end soon. luckily, i can contain myself at work, but every little thing puts me over the edge.

i'm definately freakin out about this gig... i just wish i had the confidence in me that jacque has in me. but i don't know where that comes from.