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Is it finals/paper/mid-term season or is it just me?
I have been here, just not on livejournal.
My busy live has started. I get out in less than three weeks but befor then I have two papers (one seven and one ten page) due early next week, then another ten pager due the following monday, then a final on Friday, followed by Monday and Wednesday finals and I am outta here! Yayay!
I have been on an emotional teeter totter these last couple of weeks but I believe my nauseated feeling have ceased and the teeter totter ride has finally come to end. My world is finally still with butt on the ground of I-house. Yes, I have finally totally decided, no more sorority, I am living at I-House next year.
It was an accumulation of things, but too much and too trivial to go into (I know, I could've lied and said I had this great revelation on day walking down Sproul and just then it started raining and I didnt care and I got completely soaked in the baptismal water of enlightenmnet, but nah, why amuse you, I am here to torment you with negative commentary about my trivial life).
I actually feel a lot of regret right now for not doing the dorms a second time. Even though I had turned my application in late, I was given a really nice room: a triple mini-suite in the new dorms. I was excited about it but it was at the time during which my teeter totter was still in competition with I-house and its weight. So I made a quick decision make the decision a dilemma instead of a decision, I knocked off the dorms. If I could go back (the proverbial saying we all say once in our lives and if you dont then you are not human, I am sorry I am the one who had to break it to you and your parent weren't hear to censor that)I would forget the sorority completely and decide between dorm and I-house life; i think I would have chosen dorm.
I didnt realize how close I could get with my roommates (I think I am more close with Primor than Natalia though). And now I am sad that we are not going to be close next year. Hazel and Primor are going to be living in the same dorm building but on different floors and in differnt rooms, which I still think is cool...my worry is: will my friendship continue even though we live much farther away from each other? I really hope so, and that was another reason I quit the sorority. I feel like the sorority has much more commitment, both to the events and the people in it. I wasnt ready to embrace that life and let go of a part of this one. When Irealized that the choice was easy. Plus, I like going to parties, but every party sorority girls go to they have to get drunk. Mind, I love getting drunk, its fun and it brings out another side of you, but every weekend for me is a little much.
So that is it...oh yeah, for those who dont know, this summer I am going with Elina to Greece! I am so excited! At first I just wanted to go home this summer, but to travel abroad, you dont always get hose opportunities. So I will see many of you for a month, and then I am off and back for school.
Ok getting tired, have to pick classes tomorrow (blah! Idont know what I want to do in life, so what classes do I take!?)
Dove Jaynya (Goodbye in Yugoslav)
I have been here, just not on livejournal.
My busy live has started. I get out in less than three weeks but befor then I have two papers (one seven and one ten page) due early next week, then another ten pager due the following monday, then a final on Friday, followed by Monday and Wednesday finals and I am outta here! Yayay!
I have been on an emotional teeter totter these last couple of weeks but I believe my nauseated feeling have ceased and the teeter totter ride has finally come to end. My world is finally still with butt on the ground of I-house. Yes, I have finally totally decided, no more sorority, I am living at I-House next year.
It was an accumulation of things, but too much and too trivial to go into (I know, I could've lied and said I had this great revelation on day walking down Sproul and just then it started raining and I didnt care and I got completely soaked in the baptismal water of enlightenmnet, but nah, why amuse you, I am here to torment you with negative commentary about my trivial life).
I actually feel a lot of regret right now for not doing the dorms a second time. Even though I had turned my application in late, I was given a really nice room: a triple mini-suite in the new dorms. I was excited about it but it was at the time during which my teeter totter was still in competition with I-house and its weight. So I made a quick decision make the decision a dilemma instead of a decision, I knocked off the dorms. If I could go back (the proverbial saying we all say once in our lives and if you dont then you are not human, I am sorry I am the one who had to break it to you and your parent weren't hear to censor that)I would forget the sorority completely and decide between dorm and I-house life; i think I would have chosen dorm.
I didnt realize how close I could get with my roommates (I think I am more close with Primor than Natalia though). And now I am sad that we are not going to be close next year. Hazel and Primor are going to be living in the same dorm building but on different floors and in differnt rooms, which I still think is cool...my worry is: will my friendship continue even though we live much farther away from each other? I really hope so, and that was another reason I quit the sorority. I feel like the sorority has much more commitment, both to the events and the people in it. I wasnt ready to embrace that life and let go of a part of this one. When Irealized that the choice was easy. Plus, I like going to parties, but every party sorority girls go to they have to get drunk. Mind, I love getting drunk, its fun and it brings out another side of you, but every weekend for me is a little much.
So that is it...oh yeah, for those who dont know, this summer I am going with Elina to Greece! I am so excited! At first I just wanted to go home this summer, but to travel abroad, you dont always get hose opportunities. So I will see many of you for a month, and then I am off and back for school.
Ok getting tired, have to pick classes tomorrow (blah! Idont know what I want to do in life, so what classes do I take!?)
Dove Jaynya (Goodbye in Yugoslav)