Feb 10, 2007 20:46
my rage leaks out of me like a leaky faucet. My head throbs, I can heart my pulse...thump..thump...thump...
what compelled you to take my breath away? Who gave you the right to steal my heart from me and replace it with a cold stone?
Where is my perfection? When will I be good enough for you? Insanity as I heard today is defined as someone who repeats the same act over and over and over again, expecting different results in the end.
Maybe I am insane. Or maybe I just need someone to love me instead of judge me. Where did it all go wrong? Better yet..when did all the happiness end and all the torment and judgment begin? Hypocritical, I know, but there's only so much hate you can have towards yourself before you begin to lash out at other people.
Drugs and alcohol are my essence and happiness. Judge that and shove it, 'cause I don't care.