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i can never remember what i said in my last update, so i will just write about what is going on in my head right now.
i have been doing a lot better since i told myself that i was going to have a good day. i still miss home a whole lot, but i have been keeping busy to drown my lonliness.
my entire life i have been spoiled, i have never had to clean up after myself, etc... at least not for the past few years. except during the summer, and most of the time not even then. my parents always figured that i was too busy with dance/cheerleading/spanish club/friends/school/fill in the blank to do work around the house, so they just let it go and didn't pressure me. they wanted me to do good in school and good in dance/cheerleading/whatever i was doing. during the summer when i was less busy i would have to do SOME chores, but never to the extent of what i have now... i have 1/2 of a room, and it is ridiculously time-consuming to keep up with. i have always washed my own clothes, but now that i have to walk to the other side of this huuuuge floor and back is just super time consuming. i also don't like the idea of having to pay to wash my clothes. anyway, my 1/2 of the room gets so sloppy so fast, i spend a chunk of time cleaning up after myself every day. liliana is sooo neat and tidy, i feel bad keeping my 1/2 of the room so dirty. right now the floor seriously needs to be cleaned. there is dust and hair every where. it's absolutely disgusting. i think that's a pet peeve of mine. anyway, the point of that paragraph is having a place of your own, without your parents to clean up for you, is hard.
i also really miss my car and driving. it's hard not being able to go where you want, when you want. i desperately need to go to the grocery store, but i can't because 1. i don't know where it is, and 2. i have no ride. :( bitch bitch bitch.
something i don't mind so much is the community bath. it's cheaper, so i feel good about saving my parents money, something i don't think i have ever done before. it's also not far away, so that's nice.
i also really like liliana. she is a really excellent room mate and a good person. she laughs at my jokes. she is super duper considerate, neat and tidy, and really nice in general. she is not up tight, but not too laid back either.
i wish i had a digital camera and an ipod. it seems everyone has them but me.
i have gotten really lazy about getting dressed. i don't wear makeup, and i haven't taken a shower since monday. at least i don't wear my pajamas to class, probably because it's too cold.
i'm getting really hungry, i think i will go to the cafeteria and eat.
here are my predictions for my grades.
spanish = c
math = c or d.
chemistry = solid A
geography = b
i hope i get better than that in spanish and math. it's like a never ending catch 22 in spanish though, because i can't understand the book, i can't understand my teacher, and i can't understand the TA. so i know i could do well if i had the info, but i can't get it. also, we have to write an 8 page analytical paper in there, in spanish, so that will be tough. liliana is fluent in spanish, which is really nice. she helps me sometimes. and sometimes she asks me questions but i can never answer them. ha, i shouldn't have taken a semester off from spanish, especially since it is my major.
i am coming home this weekend. me = excited.
alright now i am really leaving for real. i hope my post gave you a little something to read, and i hope you will leave me lots of lovin'! i love comments!
i have been doing a lot better since i told myself that i was going to have a good day. i still miss home a whole lot, but i have been keeping busy to drown my lonliness.
my entire life i have been spoiled, i have never had to clean up after myself, etc... at least not for the past few years. except during the summer, and most of the time not even then. my parents always figured that i was too busy with dance/cheerleading/spanish club/friends/school/fill in the blank to do work around the house, so they just let it go and didn't pressure me. they wanted me to do good in school and good in dance/cheerleading/whatever i was doing. during the summer when i was less busy i would have to do SOME chores, but never to the extent of what i have now... i have 1/2 of a room, and it is ridiculously time-consuming to keep up with. i have always washed my own clothes, but now that i have to walk to the other side of this huuuuge floor and back is just super time consuming. i also don't like the idea of having to pay to wash my clothes. anyway, my 1/2 of the room gets so sloppy so fast, i spend a chunk of time cleaning up after myself every day. liliana is sooo neat and tidy, i feel bad keeping my 1/2 of the room so dirty. right now the floor seriously needs to be cleaned. there is dust and hair every where. it's absolutely disgusting. i think that's a pet peeve of mine. anyway, the point of that paragraph is having a place of your own, without your parents to clean up for you, is hard.
i also really miss my car and driving. it's hard not being able to go where you want, when you want. i desperately need to go to the grocery store, but i can't because 1. i don't know where it is, and 2. i have no ride. :( bitch bitch bitch.
something i don't mind so much is the community bath. it's cheaper, so i feel good about saving my parents money, something i don't think i have ever done before. it's also not far away, so that's nice.
i also really like liliana. she is a really excellent room mate and a good person. she laughs at my jokes. she is super duper considerate, neat and tidy, and really nice in general. she is not up tight, but not too laid back either.
i wish i had a digital camera and an ipod. it seems everyone has them but me.
i have gotten really lazy about getting dressed. i don't wear makeup, and i haven't taken a shower since monday. at least i don't wear my pajamas to class, probably because it's too cold.
i'm getting really hungry, i think i will go to the cafeteria and eat.
here are my predictions for my grades.
spanish = c
math = c or d.
chemistry = solid A
geography = b
i hope i get better than that in spanish and math. it's like a never ending catch 22 in spanish though, because i can't understand the book, i can't understand my teacher, and i can't understand the TA. so i know i could do well if i had the info, but i can't get it. also, we have to write an 8 page analytical paper in there, in spanish, so that will be tough. liliana is fluent in spanish, which is really nice. she helps me sometimes. and sometimes she asks me questions but i can never answer them. ha, i shouldn't have taken a semester off from spanish, especially since it is my major.
i am coming home this weekend. me = excited.
alright now i am really leaving for real. i hope my post gave you a little something to read, and i hope you will leave me lots of lovin'! i love comments!