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i just went to the learning center to get help with my calculus. the guy that helped me looked like jud with long hair. he was very analytical and ... well... i don't know. i liked him, but it was like he didn't want to help me. i was on the verge of tears the entire time because i felt so stupid. i am going to get a private tutor, i think.
i don't understand calculus at all. i really miss home.
i think the only times i really get depressed is when i don't understand something. last week and the weekend were just fine because i didn't try to do anything hard. now that i am trying to get help with something i don't understand, it just makes me feel like a failure.
now, since i can't do my gd homework, i am going to do all those things that i said i have to do. maybe that will make me feel better about myself.
why did i take calculus? and why didn't i take precalculus?
i'm glad i'm going home this weekend.
i don't understand calculus at all. i really miss home.
i think the only times i really get depressed is when i don't understand something. last week and the weekend were just fine because i didn't try to do anything hard. now that i am trying to get help with something i don't understand, it just makes me feel like a failure.
now, since i can't do my gd homework, i am going to do all those things that i said i have to do. maybe that will make me feel better about myself.
why did i take calculus? and why didn't i take precalculus?
i'm glad i'm going home this weekend.