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Well, it seems the sands of time are running low.
I've more or less given up on trying, it wears a man down to the point of exhaustion. I'm pretty tired but my demeanor is upbeat at least. There's just too much going on to really get it all down into words.
I've had a mediocre life, I think. Nothing exceptionally great, nothing extraordinarily bad. But after years of trying to find my place, I've determined that the slots are all full, and I'm simply a bystander here.
Really it's going to go one of two ways. Either I start over, again, somewhere else as someone else, or I just lay down my arms and surrender. Regardless of which path I walk, I won't be here much longer.
To those who have kept up with this broken, disjointed log of my most intimate thoughts, thank you. I've gathered a number of friends throughout the years, and hopefully have made unforgettable impressions on a larger number of people in that same time span.
My closing remark is a very interesting, and applicable, lyric:
Tracks will fade in the snow, you won't find me here.
I've more or less given up on trying, it wears a man down to the point of exhaustion. I'm pretty tired but my demeanor is upbeat at least. There's just too much going on to really get it all down into words.
I've had a mediocre life, I think. Nothing exceptionally great, nothing extraordinarily bad. But after years of trying to find my place, I've determined that the slots are all full, and I'm simply a bystander here.
Really it's going to go one of two ways. Either I start over, again, somewhere else as someone else, or I just lay down my arms and surrender. Regardless of which path I walk, I won't be here much longer.
To those who have kept up with this broken, disjointed log of my most intimate thoughts, thank you. I've gathered a number of friends throughout the years, and hopefully have made unforgettable impressions on a larger number of people in that same time span.
My closing remark is a very interesting, and applicable, lyric:
Tracks will fade in the snow, you won't find me here.