moon
Well, the sun rose again this morning!! i've been having the most intense lucid dreams lately due to the mugwort. Some seem to be prophetic. I felt like total shit when i woke up this morning, so i sat in a bubble bath and studied for my second exam. I took the exam and made a 100!!! I was very proud of myself. I've actually made a wonderful decision about what i want to do as a career!! Because this study unit was supposed to take me 5 weeks instead of 3 days, I have to wait a long time till i get my next material. After I took the exam i got a call from a fast talkin nigga about a carpet cleaning job i had applied for but forgot about. They offered me 500 bucks a week to start at entry level. Yeah, thats sounds perfect, considering i was about to make about 30 calls to find a job today. so i'm gonna take a day off and rest and clean my room, because i am sick and weak AND on the rag, and emotionally exhausted. oh, and the job is near where Jessie D lives, which is good cause we're gonna start hanging out prolly. I think we're gonna get together tommorow or something. Today I feel better than i've felt in a long time. funny how things work out huh? I'm not going to think about her cause it hurts terribly. And damn, erikah's goal in life is to piss me tha hell off, and i know she does it on purpose cause i think she's trying to get revenge, and i am done with people's shit. Everyone around me is getting fucked up all the time, and inviting me along. The world is a scary place. My uterus hates me for being trans I think, its trying to chew itself out of my body in the most painful way possible. I'm gonna lay down for awhile. Peace all.