i'm still alive

but barely

love is something i yearn for
need
and deserve
in my life

but i always get fucking screwed in the end

i've gotten hurt more times than i've gotten loved

and i think that should be reversed

crying
ripped in two
torn apart
destroyed
crying
hurting
damaged
swollen
crying
disappointed
let down
abandoned
crying
in shock
in pain
in tears
crying
alone
alone
alone

and once again i'm heartbroken

Dear Houston,

Quit being so damn hot.

Thanks

damn
shit
fuck
fuck
fuck

my boob hurts like hell

and i think the lump is bigger today

i have a doctors appointment at 9

my right nipple was hurting like hell
so I started feeling around to see what the problem was

and I have found a major lump in my breast

I'm calling the doctor on Monday

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