Apr 01, 2010 13:21
You know those sinking feelings that come every month or two that overwhelms you for a few minutes and makes you believe that nothing will be ok? Oh you don't? Nevermind then.
These feelings aren't particularly rooted in everything, but harsh reality has a way of bubbling up. I'm an optimist, but on occasion that optimist contemplates what it'd be like if things weren't as they are now. What if everything, as a guy in my research methods course said today, "falls to shit."
I really have no reason to panic in regards to any particular area of life, but it'd be stupid of me to not acknowledge the fragility and specificity of past events. How easily I could've stayed in the Burg, how easily I could've gone to another college, how easily I could've not met the Wolfpack, etc etc etc etc.
I will update sooner or later about the course load for next semester.
Let's just say
There will be Dinos.